February 26, 2012

53

So apparently my life is going to be turned into a disney movie, aww.

February 23, 2012

52

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing.

February 20, 2012

51

Me: *goes to kitchen* I'm hungry
Dad: Then help me
Me: *leaves quickly*

February 17, 2012

50

Why do people always post a face look or outfit of the day, when they look the same every fucking day? Please, someone, make them go away.

Ooh, rhyme.

February 16, 2012

49

I have to convince myself that all those things needed to be said, even though they didn't do anything except make it harder for us to be friends. Everything was so great until we told each other how we felt. Then it all just fell apart. Is that how it's supposed to be? I can't lose you forever.

February 13, 2012

48

Hah so for the first time in my life I won't be single on valentines day, aw


but he's not gonna be here. So what's the difference
fml


Why do you always have to break me...

February 11, 2012

47

What I really didn't need to hear today:

"Emma, you have to take all this crap to your room. And then you have to tidy your room as well. You have to, ok?"

Fuck off, I just wanna sit here and feel numb.

46

I don't know what to do. I feel so fucking helpless, just watching you feel like shit knowing there's not a thing that I can do. I tried, I really did and I hate myself for not being able to make you happy. And I hate the universe for not letting me be near you. Right now I could actually get on the next plane to Holland just to show you how much I care. Because I care so fucking much and I can't stand the thought of a world without you in it.

Shit I can't breathe.

February 10, 2012

45

I don't care if I get hurt again, okay? I'm not that fragile, you don't have to protect me to this extent. Yes, I'm optimistic, I tend to think everything will work out somehow. And I think you're worth a try, I don't care how hard it would be, it's not exactly supposed to be easy. I don't need easy, I just need to have what we had. With you.

It would be great if I could actually tell him all that... but having feelings for the most stubborn guy in the world isn't exactly easy.

February 9, 2012

44

Ok so I'm not gonna hide from my feelings anymore.. I'll take the risk I was so damn scared of before. I don't care.